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My life blows

My life in the last 3 years was blown to hell. I had a house a dog and cat.I had friends that callled me everyday and now i live in a 2 room apt. With mom (step)dad and john in plano texas going to school with rich snobby kids.

8 years ago i moved to hooksett new hampshire and i was happy there. It didnt take long for me to make freinds and get a life going.I hit a lot of bumps there. About 4 years ago i made enemies with the wrong kid. He walked into me in the hallway and he snarled at me and i said what since then i keep gettin heat from him.

After that i had to defend myself so i fought him and i won! but that was where i went wrong. He led a local gang in our school system. so because of that i got jumped not once but twice( thats 2 for special people).I had to stand up for myself so my friends and i started a gang. We took their territories their hang outs their girls everything. It was ours. Then one day we went to war with them.

1 year later we had almost won the fight when my mom came down with breast cancer and my life went to hell. Thats when the nightmare started. For a month we didnt know what was going to happen and on January 21,2004 my father died of a heroine overdose.Rest in piece. With his death i didnt shed a tear i bottled that pain up inside and its slowly tearing me apart. My mom got better after 9 months of chemo and radiation.

Then my (step)dad started having money problems so he joined the. . . . . bet you cant guess. . . .
The !@#$en MILITARY!!!!!!!!!!!! so mom john and greg get to move to texas and live with grandma.. Yippea
We moved and right as we did . . . . two fuckin days after the kid i had been at war with for years finally gave up!!!! erggh that pissed me off!

I get here and because of texas's such high standerds i fail all my classes. not one or two ALL. I get to be a tenth grader but i still have summer school but know i find out that i get to go to alternative school. Yippy and because of the gay laws here i cant fight or i get 3 days suspension a court day community service and a 500 dollar fine.NOW SOMEONE ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME THATS NOT BULLSHIT!!!

Moms cancer came back its in her liver spine skull eyes and stomach and theres a pretty good chance that she will die and if she does ill lose it and that amount of anger i keep inside of me being let loose would make columbine look like a two 5 year olds slapping each other. And no matter how close your life is to me you can never understand the pain i feal. The one person i love is dieng and i cant see my girl friend so i have no one to confide my pain in. My mom says go to a councelor but they dont know how we feel. They are paid to care..

i got teachers in my face yelling at me to do thingss that right now i really dont care about doing

Please send me your thoughts and
Any comments ... email me at
sin.inlife@bluetie.com

Posted by: sin
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Posted in: News on April 11, 2007 @ 12:00 AM

Tags: School

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